Have you ever felt like you had enough,
have you ever felt like giving up?
So much pressure, so much pain,
it's just too much for your
mind and body to tame.

Your friends just don't understand,
but than again no one can.

You feel depressed, lonely,
and kicked to the side,
but you have a self-promise
your feelings you should hide.

You have changed and everybody sees,
but it's too late because the damage is complete.
There you lay silent and still,
the pain, the pressure you no longer feel.

Can you imagine how many tears were shed,
when they found your body so silent, so still...
so DEAD?????

Thinking

When I sit down to think
your name comes to mind.
Not stressing, just chill'n,
just wasting some time.

I think about my boyfriend
and the way I feel.
I think about my old wounds
and how fast they have healed.

I think about the future,
I think about the past,
I think about the present
and how long my happiness will last.

I sit down to think
how to figure out my life's maze.
I think about the old times
and watch my memories re-play.

I spent time on my culture,
not forgetting my race.
But I do this thinking on my own
just to get some space.

I think about the bad things
I've recently done,
I think about how sorry I am
and what I did wasn't for fun,

I think about the world's problems
and how they need to end.
I think about today being
the day to make a new friend.

Up, Up and away
and away afar,
me, myself and I
do this thinking where we are!!!!!